Sitting here and it's nearly 2am and I'm listening to the rain fall. I don't know why I'm still awake, this week has been exhausting at best and the one to follow promises to be just the same. Lately food planning hasn't even been on the radar with all the school craziness. UGH! Why is this so difficult? I wish I could shake a magic wand and make my weight-loss dreams a reality. I'm looking at that big 30 to come around the corner and I'm not very close to my goal. It's depressing, yet at moments I feel determined to achieve it this year. Jesus, what can I do? I'm at my wits end with how to change this part of my heart. I need you desperately to soften my heart that I may cling to you instead of this crazy idol called food. I can't do this alone. Come and pick me again!
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